Sunday, September 8, 2013

Thoughts on death, death metal, and presence

As I queue up Necrophagist's "Onset of Putrefaction" in my iTunes, and having just listened to a bit more of Eckhart Tolle's "The Power of Now," I meditate on potential connections between the technicality of some strains of death metal and its preoccupation with -- you guessed it -- death. I wonder to myself if, by dwelling on the unknowable, artists like Necrophagist feel an unconscious drive to add complexity to their music. If there is a perceived complexity in the topic of death, and it is hence reflected in the music. And Eckhart Tolle becomes tied in insofar as he, along with other spiritual teachers, stresses the nonexistence of death in anything other than a conceptual context. As Eckhart Tolle states, nothing real can be threatened. "Life" and "death" are used almost exclusively in the employ of perspectives which presuppose the world of form, of thought, as real. This is all I have for now on this thought, but I would like to explore it more.

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Careful now, it's about to get nerdy in here...

So I've had this one idea for a little write-up for a while, ever since I heard this song by In Flames:



The lyrics talk about cyborgs, and as I began to really listen to the lyrics they reminded me quite a bit of an old cyberpunk book,  Marge Piercy's He, She, and It, I read as an undergrad. As it turned out, I ended up writing my final paper on that book, which led me to find Donna Haraway's Cyborg Manifesto. Haraway claims that an exploration and embrace of the cyborg – that which exists simultaneously in (at least) two worlds – can serve as a counterpoint to the dualistic perspectives that currently shape our world view and, in her opinion, inform worldwide oppression and submission.
 I found the text really fascinating, especially as it pertained to the idea of the cyborg as an entity, real or imagined, which could subvert sexism, racism, species-ism -- basically, all -isms. Down with -isms! Anyhow, a point that I took away from synthesizing the two texts was that the ability of the cyborg to really subvert oppressive ideology and tradition is dependent on the extent to which we can conceive of ourselves as cyborgs in the first place. After all, a cyborg is defined by Haraway as a "hybrid of machine and organism." It is in this hybridity that flexibility is found, and indeed, come to think of it, the idea of hybridity is prevalent in studies of identity formation and so forth. And while my mind wants to jump to the "see Google Glass for evidence" argument, I think there's work to be done before we can draw that connection in considering ourselves as hybrids of organism and machine. In fact, I see a tension in the ways in which we do and do not view ourselves as cyborgian -- this is implied by the ways in which we conceive of "technology." More on that later.

For the time being, I'd like to assert my original idea for an essay. The idea was to compare In Flames' "Jester Script Transfigured" with that most profound of metal's cautionary tales of the hybrid human, Black Sabbath's "Iron Man." I see each song uniquely illuminating human relationships to/fears of/hopes for technology, as such. I not only want to cover the song as text (that is, its lyrics). I will also attempt some basic musicology in my analysis. Yep.

I. "Iron Man"

Looking at "Iron Man," it becomes apparent that one may take the lyrics literally, which I did for some time as a youngster. The idea of an armored humanoid forged for war was striking and, coupled with the sinister dirge-march of the music, gave a clear indication of the band's moral stance on this issue. So yes, my original understanding of the song, which still sticks with me today, is of a comic-book tale in which the metal warrior realizes consciousness and goes berserk. Sabbath provides the classic, time-worn warning against playing God in the realm of technology.

But it was brought to my attention, I'm not sure where, that in fact the iron man is also an allegory for the dehumanizing effects of the war machine on its young, markedly human participants. This comes through in lyrics like "We'll just pass him there/Why should we even care?" Conjures up images of the ongoing mistreatment of war veterans in the United States and elsewhere. And its message is pretty damn clear -- the things that we create to serve our selfish purposes, we will wish to discard when they are no longer useful or, worse, unsightly, embarrassing, disturbing. And these things will return against our will.

Strangely (or perhaps not), "Iron Man" has gained new relevance by its linkage to the Marvel film franchise of the same name, in which the song is used to add heft to the badass-ness of the titular character, without paying any mind to the thematic content of the song itself. Tony Stark, a.k.a Iron Man, is, after all, a multimillionaire war profiteer, arguably the very embodiment of those who seek to gain from war without suffering the repercussions.

How does this analysis correspond to ideas of hybridity, multiple identities, the cyborg?

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Skateboarding, leisure, and capitalism -- Part I

Here's the thing. I've been a skater for more than half my life. When I was young, I quickly became fixated on the skateboarding subculture -- watching videos, reading magazines, hanging out at skateshops, going to spots, etc. And for a time, I completely embraced the skater identity. In the past few years, though, I've begun to question some of its defining characteristics. It's not a rejection -- I still check multiple skate sites multiple times a day, watching videos, following industry gossip, and all that shit. But what I've begun to see as somewhat hollow is this idea that skateboarding is somehow "different" -- this is the reason many of skating's most revered talents give for why they started skating in the first place. Skateboarding was a departure from "team"-oriented sports, geared more toward personal creativity and individual fulfillment rather than scoring the most points in a given amount of time. And I get that. And I respect that, for many people who say this, it was true.

Yet what has begun to irk me a bit is this fetishiziation of that "outsider" status, because in some ways I think it clouds a more practical consideration of how skateboarding functions as a subculture. As stated before, I think that the subculture of skateboarding in many ways cultivates creativity and open-mindedness among its participants -- I know I learned a lot about my physical surroundings, music, film-making, video production, precisely because skateboarding inspired me to be more active and participatory in each of these realms.

But what begins to bother me is this ongoing complaint, levelled en masse especially by industry vets, that the skate industry is changing for the worse. Of course, this has been a gripe before. Each extant generation of skaters and industry folk has a certain constituency with gripes about the forthcoming one. We hear complaints nowadays based off an idea that skateboarding is becoming "standardized." Large corporations take controlling shares of skateboardings profits, leaving skater-owned companies with the short end of the stick. Contest series like the Maloof Cup and the Dew Series look to perfect and expand on the X-Games contest model, featuring a relatively stable roster of known skaters taking home six-figure prize winnings. Paralleling the narrative of corporate vs. "skater-owned" companies, this second observation about "jock" skating also implies that the truly creative skaters are being squeezed out, unable to support themselves from the meager pay they receive as professionals. Even in the case of skater-owned board companies, there is a common lament that standardized graphic "series" have begun to replace the highly-personalized nature of skate graphics in the 1980s and '90s. (The most (in)famous of these boards have been immortalized in coffee-table books and have gone for $1000+ on eBay).

We live in a first-world nation, wherein leisure has become a massive industry unto itself. The contradiction to keep in mind here is that the wide range of activities  enjoyed as "leisure," i.e., the free time spent outside of work and other responsibilities, necessarily involves the labor of others. This is true, too, of skateboarding. At first, skateboarding was a leisure activity invented by its participants by cobbling together equipment not intended for the novel purpose of skateboarding, linking skateboarders only indirectly to leisure industry per se. For nearly all of its history, however, professional manufacturers have supplied the vast majority of equipment. Because the majority of skateboarders are not paid or otherwise compensated for their time while skating, the majority of its participants engage in it as a leisure activity. The fact that we enjoy the fruits of a relatively functional industry which caters to such specialized needs is the thing to keep in mind. I recall an old Anthony Van Engelen interview where he talked about locating necessary skate parts in Russia: "You can't get shit there... A kid had a Tracker Truck and some other random Indy. They're both totally different-sized trucks -- like a hot rod, jacked in the back, dropped in front."

Keeping this in mind, let's also consider the idea (widely-accepted in skate circles) that certain talented people ought to be paid for their skateboarding abilities. This is the assumption behind popularly-regarded opinions on who "deserves" to be professional. (Here I recall the several-years-running controversy over Anthony Pappalardo's efficacy/relevance as a professional, given dwindling coverage and a seeming drop in the quality and difficulty of his publicized skating. This is only one especially well-known example.) There is a purportedly meritocratic approach to appraising the quality of different skaters. Fanaticism in skateboarding, i.e., developing "favorite" skaters and so forth, is a highly personal phenomenon. Different skaters like different professionals for any number of reasons. I don't have a problem with this, per se. But what is employed in worries over the Maloof Cup and so forth is this fallacy that skateboarding is, or ought to be, going in a certain direction (as though it's an entity unto itself). It ought to preserve the "authenticity" characterized in street skating, i.e., in spaces not intended for skateboarding. It ought to value "style" over more quantifiable criteria of difficulty. And "skateboarding" here implies more than the activity itself; it signifies the activity of skateboarding as it is defined through an economic rubric, in which professionally-sponsored skateboarders play an essential role.

What now, indeed

What to do. I'm kind of all over the place. I've just printed my black metal article with the intent of editing it so that I can submit. My mind is also on all the innumerable albums and bands I still want to check out. That reminds me of Adorno's pessimistic vision of leisure as work -- ugh, the weight of being an aspiring music cognoscente weighs heavily on me! I discourage myself a lot when it comes to doing what I want to do. I would really like to put myself out there from a journalistic standpoint and see if I could get some freelance gigs. Concerts, album reviews, movies, etc. And funny enough, part of how I stifle myself is really fretting over what any of this work amounts to -- I read my fair share of cultural criticism, and I am especially interested in heavy metal shit. Leafing through Reynolds' dissection of postpunk, Rip it Up and Start Again, however, I got the somewhat queasy feeling that it's all a lot of scene showmanship, and entirely too dry at that. It's useful, to be sure; perhaps Reynolds' comments on DEVO just wounded my spudboy heart a little too much.

On the other end of the spectrum, I'd really like to commend Erick Lyle and SCAM! Magazine for putting out such a bad-ass chronicle of the inception, life, and death of Black Flag. I need to re-read it, but I devoured that thing as soon as a coworker brought it in a month or so ago. Critical without being cool-guy about it, it's just a good fuckin' read, and beyond talking only about Black Flag, it speaks more deeply to concerns about where scene and commerce meet, especially in an age where the marketing of subculture seems to have been perfected. (On that note, one could make the argument that recent trends toward some forms of self-sufficiency -- urban farming, purchasing local, etc. -- might be another attempt by people to opt out of that which is marketed to them, just as subcultures like punk and metal have been before.)

Which I suppose is what interested me about taking a critical eye toward heavy metal to begin with -- that the ongoing movements of a hardy musical and cultural form like heavy metal have real and lasting relevance as applies to issues in our world today. Plus, it doesn't hurt to be a helpless headbanger with a mind for analysis.

And so a lot of it is just fear that I don't know how to begin. But that's not true. It's fear that I won't know what to do when the next step comes, whatever that next step may be. Fear that I won't live up to someone else's idea of "authenticity," which is really just my own judgment. OK, over and out for now.

Monday, February 20, 2012

Awesome online skate shorts

This one hecka reminds me of the "Overground Broadcasting" clips I've seen, especially in that power-slide to tailslide double-angle. Awesome. Extra points for great music:



And these dudes can do no wrong:

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Henry, this is your past self coming to you natural and live. It is November 1st. Here are the current ideas for costumes next year:

-Patrick Bateman: Walkman, plastic body suit over business suit, axe
-Half-and-half: make a carton costume, then put "I rule everything around you" on the front; cool Wu-Tang Creamery logo would work well; maybe a "Missing Persons" ad on the side for ODB or something
-The Unabomber: make it look like you're the actual police sketch
-Greendale College Human Being
-William Blake from "Dead Man"
-John Cusack from "Say Anything" -- build a set of arms attached to the coat so you can just walk around all night with the boombox over your head, but maintain use of your hands
-Iggy Pop
-Vincent Vega

That's all for now. I'm quite taken with the C.R.E.A.M. idea.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Political Kartoons for Kids!

So, I've been trying to incorporate my love of comedy and preponderance for funny ideas into my emerging political awareness. Just to give a background, my recent transfer to San Francisco State University has sort of forced me to consider myself in the context of politics, social justice, and civic responsibility. It's unnerving and exhilarating to open one's mind to ideas, histories, people, etc., that have been largely excluded from my learning up until this point. As I struggle to orient myself, I realize the necessity for fostering my own interests in tandem with this learning, so that it is a personal process and not simply a repetition of rhetoric and buzzwords whose meanings I don't fully understand.

Lengthy introduction aside, here's my first stab at a political cartoon. To put it in context, CA Gov. Schwarzenegger is attempting to cut another 1. 6 billion dollars from public worker compensation, even as oil extraction sales in California alone top $300 billion annually.